THIS GIRL:
THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE

IS THE MOST AMAZING PERSON I'VE EVER MET, AND THE BEST FRIEND I'VE EVER HAD.

THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME FOR THE 9 YEARS WE SOMEHOW MANAGED TO STAY FRIENDS, I LOVE YOU TARA! <3

PS:  Bitch, get your ass down here soon <3

LJ, you suck. I don't even POST to you that often and you still suck. As of this moment, I'm hightailing it to DW and you're only gonna be kept around for the fandom, if the fandom starts disappearing cause of your bullshit, I'm dropping you like a hot potato.

No love, ever,

Ryuu.

PS. Hi DW, ignore the rant, if you please. I'm new here, lets be friends. <3

Not bothering to F-Lock this post, I don't fucking care right now.

So, yeah. The few people who might actually read this journal (doubtful) would probably like to know exactly what the fuck is going down.

I have absolutely no doubt in my mind when I declare the month of July 2009 to be the worst one in my existence.

You might have noticed the recent title change in my journal, and you've probably guessed the situation behind it.

My mother died on July 2nd.

I've just recently moved across the state to be with "family" (Most of whom I barely know.) Despite the fact that I had a job, an apartment, classes, friends, a life

I'm going back, of course, but I'm finishing collage up here, less hassle that way. We haven't had the memorial yet, god we haven't even gotten the ashes yet.

Christ, I know me and mom used to joke about her not making it to my 25th birthday because of her fucking smoking habits, but I didn't mean it!

I could really use a hug right now.

Jeez I haven't updated this thing in forever, got too distracted with work and collage. To my Camp betas, sorry I up and disappeared you guys, my mIRC trial ended and I can't afford to buy it yet, maybe after a couple more paychecks.

If anyone cares, collage is a royal pain in my ass, and I have a solo in the next concert my choir has. What the hell was I thinking? I love my stage fright, really.

I'll be shocked and amazed if anyone actually replies to this, but hey, miracles happen.

Eh, I haven't posted for a bit. Nothing much going on, I'm just going back and deleting a few posts that aren't really important. School's a bitch, but at least I like my teachers.

I doubt anyone will read this, or even respond, but what the hell. Tell me something funny, I'm bored. >.>

Dear Santa... Dear Santa, This year I've been busy! Last Sunday I didn't flush (-1 points). In May I ruled Duluth, Minnesota as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). In November I invaded Iraq, broke it, and couldn't glue it back together before Mom got home (-1012 points). Last Thursday I got in line at the supermarket at the same time as someone else and I didn't yield (-8 points). In February I gave leo_osaka a Dutch Oven (-10 points). Overall, I've been naughty (-331 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking! Sincerely, iwishthat

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This? Is kinda amazing ahaha.

Well, took the tarot test again.

You are The Moon

Hope, expectation, Bright promises.

The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window.

The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

Big difference, huh? And this pic is awesome isn't it? |D